I thought I'd post something...nice. Something, non-offensive, but still my opinions on some things, however much they suck and however flamed I might get from it. You don't have to read, I don't really care so....
Anywho, I've had some different thoughts on people the past week or so. Mainly Areal, and I was wrong to accuse him of so many things when I had no idea what was going on. I hope that part has mended at least, Areal. You're a very fun character to be around. You do a lot of good things for the guild, things people don't recognize or think about. You've responded so well from feedback and...really, I'm impressed.
Now, I know I haven't been a standup role model. Ive been upset a lot, at a lot of people. Some of them Ive been wrong about, some not. But it's my kind of attitude, and others', that isn't helping the guild. Attitudes of bringing up negative things that shouldn't be and things that could really hurt the guild. It's something I feel from other people that they don't care, they just simply don't have the process to work through hard itmes, which is what our guild is going through. Someitmes moreso than others.
However, I see a lot of you online and begin to ocmpare...And from comparing you guys I see that...well, a lot of us don't really get along that well at times. A lot of us don't even know each other. We all have different opinions about one another, and thus a big reason why Pink didn't come back, and Berann and Numdiar. At this point I can say that I could care less, because I can. because I'm tired of people arguing, and tired of peole fighting and coming to disagreements instead of looking at how we can agree, how we can improve and stay focused, which is maintaining this guild.
Now like I said, I know I'm not the biggest role model of this guild for being nice. I know I've been, from what you guys say, whining and complaining. But things need to be fixed, and I believe they will be, but it's also frustrating when we continue to have disagreements when no one is here to rectify the damage done in those disagreements. And like I said, I know I haven't been much help at all in those departments. And neither have a lot of us, in my opinion.
Now, here's the part where I will give names. I had Wendel whisper me last night about his BM group. That INSTANTLY became my business for two reasons. One, Wendel is a priest. Two, he whispered me about it. Now, I don't know who all ran with Wendel, but I know at least one other person. It's sad that after one hour of being in the guild he was ready to leave because the group was purposefully wiping. That's not how our guild should operate. Especially if even one person of you five is serious, and he was. And he was being blamed for things that weren't his fault. I don't blame anyone, and I won't give names, but that's the kind of thign we don't need right now. Small, sure. Fixable, sure since someone says you guys tsraightened up after that. But still...We can't afford to lose more people.
Now, onto me leaving the guild multiple times since that was brought up. I've left the guild....three times total. The first, because of personal reasons. The second, because everyone wa sbeing kicked, and I was frustrated. The third time I left was because no one was coming back, and I wanted to be with people I thought I had fun being with. But then I got to talk to Areal, and Tenath, and Volwrath, and had faith theyd fix things. And still do. So I'm here again. I don't need to be compared to other people, or insulted. I've said my apologies, and apparently, in my opinion, they haven't done any good. Not that it affects any of you who have problems with me if I stay or not, other than you'd be happy that I leave so you don't have to deal with me. But I think, generally, I'm pretty nice to be around. I'm generally not a bad person, in my opinion. And I think, in my opinion, we need to stop fighting, and arguing, and so on and so forth. Say what you will of me. Call me whiny because I want problems fixed as soon as possible so I let someone know who can....Or call me a prick for the way I say things, or even for this post. But I don't need to believe you. And I won't. And that's all I know how to say for now. Thanks.
Hey Seraphir. Just a couple points I'd like to make briefly
Why is it your posts always say that you don't care? If you didn't care why do you make the post? Clearly you must be somewhat interested in what people have to say. Just a thought and Im curious about it. Not trying to start an argument though.
From what I've seen it seems quite possible that some people are judging others on half of a story or on what someone has said about the person. When that happens or when you start arguing with people you don't know yet it doesn't help anything. You will end up in stupid arguments and people will end up leaving the guild or something. So in summary people need to stop having pointless arguments.
In all honesty, I say I dont care, because...I dont. Im in Commission for a select few people, Tenath and Areal being two.
I said what I did to Aranon for good reason, and I stand by that, regardless of what people think. Again, I dont CARE what people say to me about that. Im interested in succeeding, Im not interested in opinions about me, or what people think of mine. I really...dont...care. Do you understand now Blorand? I'm here, so far, for TWO people, not all 100 and something. Think about it, if only two people make me stay on the server because I have fun with them, why do I need to care about others? If they're nice, sure. I'll stick around for em too. But honestly, it's only Areal and Tenath that make a difference whether I stay or not, no one else.
So don't get me wrong, I say what I did from the last post BECAUSE I want to see Areal and Tenath succeed, so I vouch for them, and I agree with their thoughts.
And not really ins hort to stop arguing, but to take a few freakin minutes and read between the line sbecause we are all brash, making stupid decisions, and doing stupid things. Nothing against you Blorand, I thought you had finally understood after you asked me every question in the book, and everything I JUST posted was about EVERY answer I have given to you based on those questions, so I thought I'd post it. "Jesus christ you have to stop with this ****" eh? Now I'm saying it to you, so we're even.
LOL oh how i love you guys :) your all like my delinquent children! jk, expecting flames from that one haha.
But as for some of Seraphir's ideas as to the parts about how people like to argue and Blorand's response as well, tis true that most people dont bother to get all the facts before they will jump into an arguement.
My job for the last two weeks has mainly been sorting through facts to discover how many people didnt know why they were arguing with someone else and all that fun stuff. Found out some fun information that i never wanted to hear lol, but its all water under the bridge now. Its all over and done with and people need to stop looking back, but instead look forward.
And yes.. deep down Seraphir does care... he just doesn't like to admit it yet! muahahahah
